Tonight I was 'helping' one of my sons with his math. I got frustrated with his mistakes and I was rude, harsh and impatient with him. I am so disgusted with myself. I would never be so harsh to a student at school. Why did I allow myself to be so mean to my own son?
I apologized and he forgave me... but I am just sick about it. This is not the first time I've been rude to any of my kids. Oh God, help me to truly repent of this. I don't want to EVER be mean to any of my kids again. I try so hard to respect and be patient with my students at school. I can not let my guard down at home. I need God's love in me constantly. I am a sinner. I have the ability to be mean in me. I am so dependent on God's love, grace, mercy and forgiveness. I am nothing without God.
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
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